I'm Not Dead

Well, these past few days have been so incredibly difficult, unpredictable and spirit crushing, but I didn't kill myself... so I guess that's good. It's not for lack of wanting to though. I start treatment full time on Monday. Yee haw.

12 comments:

Just Be Real said...
January 2, 2011 at 4:18 PM

Been keeping you in my prayers Lily! God is right there along side of you dear one! (((((Lily)))))

Lisa said...
January 2, 2011 at 4:38 PM

I'm glad to see you post again!! I'm glad you're here but I'm sorry that you'ree having such a difficult time. I hope things get better soon

hang in there babe
xoxo

Lisa said...
January 2, 2011 at 4:38 PM

I'm glad to see you post again!! I'm glad you're here but I'm sorry that you'ree having such a difficult time. I hope things get better soon

hang in there babe
xoxo

Grace said...
January 2, 2011 at 7:33 PM

Lily, I'm glad to hear you're still "here"! But so sorry that things are still so hard :-(
I'm thinking of you... Grace

willfindhope said...
January 3, 2011 at 3:58 AM

I'm glad you're still here and hopefully the treatment helps. xx

Just Be Real said...
January 3, 2011 at 5:16 AM

"Heavenly Father as Lily goes today, I ask for a special protection around her. Give her the peace and calm. Lord let this time be a deep healing. Keep her mindful that You are right along side of her all the way. No matter what she faces, the pain, the fears, You are right there. In Jesus' amen."

imaginenamaste said...
January 3, 2011 at 11:37 AM

I hope your first day went okay for you. I know it is hard and frustrating going in, but I also know the feeling of having something lifted off your shoulders. You are safe there, cared about there, and helping yourself there.

Harriet said...
January 3, 2011 at 6:38 PM

I'm so glad that you aren't dead. I'm thinking about you {{{hugs}}}

Grace said...
January 5, 2011 at 4:43 PM

im thinking of you...just wanted you to know.
((Lily))

God Whispers said...
January 6, 2011 at 4:07 AM

Thinking about you Lily.

sarah said...
January 7, 2011 at 2:45 PM

I'm sorry it's been difficult for you Lily...praying it gets better very soon.. In your corner.