Scared

Things have gotten bad enough that V had to escort me to the hospital this morning. I'm being admitted to the PHP program for women.

Lots of unknowns right now. How long I will have to take off of work, if I will qualify for paid leave, what treatment is going to be like, etc. I sure could use some prayers... Life is really scary right now.

13 comments:

Addison said...
December 29, 2010 at 2:56 PM

You're in my thoughts. *hugs*

Just Be Real said...
December 29, 2010 at 5:09 PM

Oh dear one I am so very sorry. Lily you are in my prayers.

"Heavenly Father I lift up my sister in Christ Lily to You.

Father You know what she is experiencing. You know her deep wounds and fears. Lord I ask that you reach down with your loving arms and embrace her spirit and calm her nerves and fix her broken places.

Thank you for V and placing her in Lily's life. May this PHP program be a positive direction and we lift up the staff and participants in Your Son's name, amen."

Grace said...
December 29, 2010 at 5:31 PM

((LILY))
always in my thoughts...

imaginenamaste said...
December 29, 2010 at 10:25 PM

Thinking about you....I know its hard, but I am glad you are getting something you need.

PS A lady in my IOP group filed paperwork for the Family/Personal Medical Leave Act (or whatever it is called)....it seemed to work out well for her.

willfindhope said...
December 30, 2010 at 5:23 AM

*hugs*
Sending you loads of strength. I'm sorry things have become this bad but I'm really hoping for you that the PHP program helps.

Take care,
Cassie x

Kristie said...
December 30, 2010 at 2:45 PM

Thinking of you and am very glad you have been able to ask for help.

Lisa said...
December 30, 2010 at 3:24 PM

I'm thinking about you- going into PHP pissed me off and scared the shit out of me but I learned so much from it. You CAN do this. This will help you get through this hell. You can hang in there

xoxo

Harriet said...
December 30, 2010 at 4:48 PM

I'll be thinking of you Lily. Take care. Come back soon.

Kristine. said...
December 30, 2010 at 6:27 PM

Well wishes being sent your way. Hugs!

Clueless said...
December 31, 2010 at 9:55 AM

I pray that the PHP program helps you. PTSD is such a struggle and so difficult to deal with at its height...but, it does get better with lots of hard work. Hang in there.

Clueless aka CC

lifemultiplied said...
January 1, 2011 at 12:42 AM

So sorry things are so tough right now, Lily! Hope the program helps. My Gloria sends prayers. (((((((Lily)))))))

Michelle & Co.

Just Be Real said...
January 2, 2011 at 7:45 AM

Thinking about you dear Lily.

imaginenamaste said...
January 2, 2011 at 3:29 PM

I wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you. :)