Vacation Musings

I made it to Christmas Break. Hallelujah. It has been a crazy week. God has given me some amazing opportunities to heal and grow in the past few weeks and I have been open to them. But with that I can't help but feel I am holding back something. I don't know what it is. I made sure to talk to A about that on Tuesday, and she gave me an assignment to journal every night and answer 3 questions about my emotions. It's now Sunday night and I haven't sat down once to do that! Oops! I'm thinking I might not attempt to do that until I get home. I need a break, from more than just work.

I'm in Cal.ifor.nia right now visiting my dad and stepmom. My sister was supposed to come with me but she got violently ill on Monday and has been throwing up non-stop since then. She has been in the emergency room and to the doctor 4 times, and has lost 20 lbs in 6 days. She was just too sick to come, which sucks on multiple levels. I hate that she is so sick, but I'm really bummed that I don't get to spend any time with her. This is normally the only time I get good one on one time with her and could possibly be the last time we'd be able to do this as she is a senior in college and will be graduating and working soon.

I'm making do with the situation and really exerting myself. Today I worked out, watched 8 hrs of football, took a nap and laid out by the pool. Yeah. Tomorrow we're going shopping, then to the movies and dinner. Now that's what I call vacation!


Just Be Real said...
December 21, 2009 at 4:09 AM

Glad you made it dear one! Ahhhh, fireplace setting, how wonderful. Wonderful to read how God is working in your life and how very open you are to Him!

Oh my, I do hope your sister recovers quickly! I am sorry she is not able to spend the time with you.

Hang in there precious one. Blessings and hugs!!

sarah said...
December 21, 2009 at 7:34 AM

...praying for your sister. Hope she's better. It sounds aweful what she had. Stay safe and have the best holiday ever. Sarah

Finally Free said...
December 21, 2009 at 7:39 AM
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Harriet said...
December 22, 2009 at 7:16 PM

I'm sorry your sister is so sick, that sounds awful. I hope she feels better soon.

Colleen said...
December 22, 2009 at 8:52 PM

I have an award for you at my blog. Hugs and Prayers.

Being Me said...
December 23, 2009 at 8:00 PM

Hope your sister is better, Hope you have a beautiful Christmas.

HeartfeltHeartLook said...
December 25, 2009 at 6:43 PM
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