No Words


I can't seem to form connected thoughts to try and explain how I am feeling. I wish I could seep back into denial for a bit just to have some relief. I just want to curl up in my bed and stay there forever.

10 comments:

Grace said...
February 21, 2010 at 7:27 PM

Oh, Lily....I have felt this way so many days...I hope you find some relief, even if it cannot be through denial. I hear you.
((((LILY))))
Take care of you. Keep reaching out~ Gracie

Just Be Real said...
February 21, 2010 at 7:30 PM

Dear one, I am so very sorry. Also your previous post which you took off, you must of had a good reason to. I did not see anything wrong with it dear one. But I send you (((((Lily))))) during your pain at this time. Here listening and with you!

Finally Free said...
February 21, 2010 at 7:39 PM

(((Lily)))
Sitting here with you.
Blessings,
Tammy

imaginenamaste said...
February 21, 2010 at 8:49 PM

Oh sweetie....my heart is going out to you.

Bernie said...
February 22, 2010 at 1:29 AM

Lily I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad right now...it will pass sweetie, whenever I feel low and I know there is no comparison here, I always shower, move and go for a walk...just to feel the sun on my face. It really helps me.
I will say a special prayer for you tonight......:-) Hugs

Catherine said...
February 22, 2010 at 10:23 AM

Oh Lily, I understand that feeling as I am struggling with that right now too. Sometimes life is just so overwhelming, all we can see is the horrible things and the pain.

I hope that you can find some comfort dearest. Remember we are all here for you.

Love, Catherine

sarah said...
February 23, 2010 at 4:21 PM

praying for you....hold on ok. The words will come back...relief will come. Praying...believing ....knowing He won't ever let you go....

Just Be Real said...
February 23, 2010 at 8:15 PM

((((Lily)))
Thinking about you.

Shen said...
February 24, 2010 at 2:27 PM

Just reading these words brought back exactly how it feels to be inside that pain.

One trick I am learning to use -and I don't know if this is helpful or not - is to try to look at the painful feelings as if they are an object in the real world. I try to visualize my feelings as whatever shape and color comes to mind and then I imagine that object on the floor in front of me. I look at it from the outside... and see that it is just a set of feelings/. They are not me, and they are nothing that can hurt me.

Sometimes it gives me that few moments of peace. I know its necessary to feel things, to live through them and process them, but self care is equally important and you are worthy of a break.

peace

HeartfeltHeartLook said...
February 24, 2010 at 3:16 PM

Hi Sweetie, Even though I haven't been around, I still remember you in prayer. You are so very precious. Lifting you up to His heart!!!