Black Hole

Things are getting progressively worse.

Left work at the recommendation of A. I was told to either leave work and come see her for an emergency session or end up at the ER. Neither choice is something I want to do. I just want to wither away until I'm completely gone. That would be so much easier. Instead I'm on my way to torture myself. Great.


Paula said...
May 14, 2010 at 2:25 PM

Lily, there are more choices available even if the arent recognized currently. I am so very sorry for what are you going through at present. This shall pass too. I keep you in my thoughts. Safe hug.

Bernie said...
May 14, 2010 at 2:42 PM

Sorry you are having such a rough time right now. Will pray for you.
.......:-) Hugs

Just Be Real said...
May 14, 2010 at 3:22 PM

Here listening dear heart....

Anonymous said...
May 14, 2010 at 11:32 PM

Oh Lily, I wish I could be there in person for you right now and give you whatever you needed--a kleenex, a hug, a funny movie, whatever. I'm thinking about you. Know how strong you are inside and how. I hope that you find your healing, one step at a time. And, you took one of those steps leaving work today to take care of you.

sarah said...
May 15, 2010 at 11:03 AM

Lily, for some reason I lost your url and couldn't find you...I'm glad I finally did. Want you to know...I'm praying for you and asking Him to shine His Light in your darkness....

Paula said...
May 15, 2010 at 11:05 AM

Passing by to show some love and care. Listening and trying to be here for you.

Harriet said...
May 16, 2010 at 6:40 AM

I'm sorry Lily, that you are going through a rough time. I don't have anything helpful to offer as I am somewhat in the same boat, but just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you.

Just Be Real said...
May 16, 2010 at 2:25 PM

Hope you are okay dear one.

Anonymous said...
May 16, 2010 at 6:55 PM

Hope you are OK....Sending you hugs. (((Lily)))


Colleen said...
May 16, 2010 at 8:48 PM

I am so sorry. Hugs and prayers for you.

mile191 said...
May 17, 2010 at 12:02 PM


so sad.

so worried.

healing is so hard.

i am sorry you are sad,

and lonely

and ....well, [[[HUGS]]]]

here with you, in the despair,
and darkness. please don't feel alone. there is some who do understand.


Grace said...
May 17, 2010 at 2:08 PM

Lily, I'm so sorry, sweetie. So very sorry. And I understand.